Watching the Last Temptation of Christ. Christ has told Judas he will open his mouth and God will speak. I have logically deduced the truth, but it is so hard to believe. I feel like I should be able to just believe and live accordingly. Living on this earth among others just like me who struggle for peace is blocking me from believing, but it is on this earth where I belong and that which I need to believe can be found no where except on this earth. It is here. Where do I find it? I need to get my head above water and stop drowning in trying to gain the sympathies of others by trying to being ideal. Am I focusing too much on what I need to do to be where I want to be over focusing on what I want to accomplish with my life. Hmm, a mission statement. That sounds like a good idea now. So, then I can always look to what it is a mean for me to be.
Amen.
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