I know what is right for me, I know what is true for me, and the root of it, at the heart of it, is for the well-being of every every human-being on this planet for their happiness, for their joy, for their fulfillments. My frustration and my anxiety is two-fold, two-pronged. The most fundamental that is driving the deepest seated part of my anxiety is the doubt about what I see about what is right for me because so many people see it differently and with my anxiety also rooted in worry about not being what I'm supposed to be, about not being what is absolutely right, all the people on the opposite side makes me afraid that I am failing, I am short of what I am expected to be, I am failing the judge that decides if I am worthy as a human-being. The other prong what is closer to the surface, to my engagement with the universe around me is I see my truth as an obvious path for happiness and that others choose paths of division, that they don't see what we've been taught. I don't understand the apparent contradiction, what I see as a contradiction between the love of Christ and what it means as as a universal way of being versus the us vs. them mentality. They don't see love of Christ is love of everyone and there's a no distinction between love of family and love of all.